Due to the demand for an update
Well, let's talk about what's on my mind recently.
But b4 that, I'll like to announced that I admit age is starting to catch up with me =p and coffee plus tea is super duper drug that makes me concentrate!
I went cycling just now. Went to ECP, then to geylang down to esplanade, thru lao pah sah, across great eastern, stop by to get a "yuan yang", stop by the colorful aero-dynamic planes, cycle ard for awhile then head home. When I reached home, pain overall! My butt hurts for cycling so "long", my back hurts for benting for so "long", my legs hurt and almost cramp, a little headache and the "yuan yang" makes me feel like vomiting!
gosh! I never knew "yuan yang" got such a HUGH effect on me! I really can't slp althou I'm tired cause my heart beats so fast and I can't stop sweating till ard now cause I took another bath. My body is tired, yet my concentration is really good. When I have the chance to study for exam again, I'll take another cup of "yuan yang" sia! Sure can concentrate ar! but at the price of discomfort la... lol
Alright, enough update of what happened just now. Let's talk about what's on my mind recently. As usual, I think alot about the "bo liao" stuff. A quote came into me out of nowhere.
爱一个人不一定是一生一世
但骗一个人一定要一生一世
Ok. Maybe not out of nowhere, it's just how I felt about things that happened to me and how I manage the situations. Take for example, Vanessa. I decided to lie to her once, and forever she won't know that I lied, definately not this lifetime. I'm confidence enough to say, other than sweet talking and white lies, I don't tell lies very often. That's maybe why when I decided to lie, it's very easy for me to remember what have I lied. Or maybe not lied, but a secret kept away from the person involved or people involved. Also, the storys/experience I heard so far, makes me believed that some things I meant to be kept a secret or a lie that you should keep from your dearest families and friends forever, cause once they find out, there might be a major change in the relationship/friendship/partnership/whatevership la (major impact la).
Let me share a story from a friend of mine. For privacy issue, I won't mention the name of the person. Let's name it X. X have a spouse for nearly 10 years. Ard age of 18/19, X shown a little interest for another person. 1 day, X drank a little too much and accident happened(One Night Stand). Ever since, X felt guilty for X's spouse since X's spouse treated X very well. X can't make itself face it's spouse neither could X leave it spouse. X struggles very badly mentally. A few years back, X had married it spouse and X decided to keep that a secret forever. but keeping it a secret is tough, coz the better X spouse treated X, the more guilt X will feel. But X have to suffer alone, coz that's the only way and X have to keep it a secret for the rest of X life.
Anyway, X isn't any of you that know. X is my outside working friend.
That's all for today. Coz previous few day what have I thought I just can't remember anymore. haha. At least, this is what's on my mind for today.
---------------------------------------------
Oh Oh! Just 1 more thoughts that I recalled.
Certain things if it's going to happen, it's better if it happen now.
But if it's not going to happen now, then it's better for it to not even happen.
A casual and Jokie matter to put it across. The 4D number I bought for the particular day, if it's going to come out, come out on that particular day. If not, better dun come out after the particular day or even worst, it comes out when I gave up buying that set of numbers after buying for a few weeks or so. lol
有买有开是最好
没买没开没关系
有买没开 不买才开 真划不来
It doesn't just apply to ToTo and 4D. It does apply in alot of things in life too. =P
B0mb3r screamed @ 4:54 AM