Give me a chance to whine abit
Recently basketball seems to caught my mind for some reason. I'm glad it did but at the same time so what if it did. Rather the same feeling if it didn't. But well, at least it helps me abit, I guess.
Bu Gan Xing ar Bu Gan Xing. I kept recall the basketball I used to play, the things I used to be able to do, the eyes of my opponent(shocked/amazed), the face of my opponent. I'm so full of confidence of myself, sometimes I just got abit too arrogant, just abit =)
Althou sometimes I still do play bball, which is really once in awhile. Althou sometimes I still able to do things that might give a shock to others
- "Wah, how did you manage to do that?"
But it's all different. It's like once in a blue moon, when out of self-consciousness, I executed a move that I usually don't, a move that I never planned to do, it's a "zi ran fang ying". But it's really once in a long while.
Does any of you understand the feeling of you know you need to for e.g. do a quick side step and accelerate with the momentum but your side step isn't strong enough to give you enough acceleration or even if your side step is strong enough for the acceleration but the following footsteps just can't manage to keep up with the sudden increase of speed. Do you understand how fustrated it is?
Many times I lost my stamina so fast, I'm forced to slow down even more or even stop in between the games. No longer have the attitude of, I'm 1 of the best, I make a difference in the team, it might means a difference from a victory and a defeat, I can't stop even if I'm tired, and I can play on for hours. Even I meet a team that is really strong, but wo bu hui fang zhai yan li, instead I treat it even more seriously and play even better than I usually do. But now, I know where I stand, I dare not even to play with them, at the same time, I know I'll not fear them if I'm who I'm 2 or 3 years back.
The whole incidence of me giving up basketball starts when I played in Tampines. It was said that alot of good players were around. Since I had friends over there, althou they are good but I dun mind playing with them. Looking at them, I admit that some of them are good but not that good that I'll fear them.
Along the game, because we are playing formation and on defence we are playing "ren ding ren" (a formation that 1 person will mark 1 person thru out the whole defence, it's a stragtegy thats competition of stamina and endurance and of course skill). 2 incidence that happened that really hurts.
1. Due to the lack of stamina and the weak offence (my offence isn't as good as b4, but I still try to make offence attacks but seldom got the ball thru the net), so during offence, they dun really pass me the ball even if I'm wide opened. passing me the ball during offence oso means draining my stamina more.
2. During offence, there's this particular time when I got the ball. I'm half marked by someone, but the defencer was called away to mark another person. The reason he gave was, "Dun mark him, he can't shoot." What makes thing worst was I really think I can't do it, and I passed the ball away. How can I agree and take such an insult so lightly? Wo Shi Ru He Yan De Xia Zhe Yi Kou Qi? at the same time, what he said was totally true. Even if I got angry and try to attempt to make an offence, I'll most likely miss, which proof him right even more.
ANYWAY, I'm okie now definately! haha... Just that I'm rather free right now, nothing better to do, and I didn't blog for quite awhile. So I blog something that happened more seriously awhile back, and thought of it recently. hahaha... About time to slp, gtg then... haha
B0mb3r screamed @ 9:08 PM