Some Thoughts
Drank abit of red wine just b4 I came home from chalet... well, it's been a long time since i drink... kind of miss those time when me and my friends drink in shots... althou I'm not a good drinker neither do i really like drinking, but it's the company that matters... and the feeling of getting high after drinking that was great... Hmmmm... maybe it's about time to organise 1, and have fun drinking with them once again... 2 groups, SueFeng Xueyu Jacky gang... and Eddie Darren Mankid gang... I wonder how are they doing now? It's been a long long time since I met up with Eddie Darren Mankid... and maybe Yu wen too... that's if he wants and dare to meet me...
Saw Weibin at the chalet, he used to be from Sec 3J and 4I, so he was invited too. He's the guy I always thought that he's the main problem when I "Fan Lian" with my gang of friends during Sec 4... shall not go in depth else long long story... What makes me bring this up in a BLOG that I SELDOM UPDATE is... the first thing was of course greet happy bdae to the bdae girl... then the next thing he ask was where's weiliang? I wonder where he is now?(in term of what vocation in NS)... well, maybe I'm the only person he can talk when there isn't many of the class ppl around... but it shocks me since I too never seen him from such a long time(coz i never wanted to see him)... During BMT, many of times he called out my name, althou I do heard it, but I act as thou i didn't... coz i observe my surrounding very often and I spotted him and i knew it's him when he called for me... and i wasn't facing him, so i act blur lor... But, there's this 1 time he purposely come up to me and say hi to me... I just act shocked to see him and say hi, that's all... so far, I think it's pretty obvious I dun like this guy la... nvm... before I go home, he even volunteer to get my number... hmmmm... I wonder what's the problem with him? or rather, what's the problem with me? haha...
was sitting around a group of NSF and regulars, since most of us are poly type, or rather ALL of us poly or PHD(Poly Halfway Dropout), so mostly the guys are still serving NS... listening to them complaining how tough OCS is... how tough Sispec is (commander to be, sergneat, in VI term, Instructor to be)... how tough commando is... how sickening guard duty is... what are the "high" and "low" in combat unit... and all the army terms I never heard of from Tekong... feel so left out... They kept saying, "wah, weiliang, SHIOK sia! you got the dreams of all NSF sia!" "Wah, Si Bei Song lor, slack la!" "Wah piang, NBCB la, 8 to 5! KNN why like that 1, so fit still clerk, I so fat still chiong suang" true, that I do agree with them that it's indeed a dream vocation for NSF... I do agree that it's no point serving NS the hard way, just finish your 2 years and FO(army term of get out of it) But it seems to me, there's so much I miss which I should have gone thru... If only time can be reversed, there's 1 thing that I really really really wants to change... I'll not chase after my friend to sabo him, and cause the accident to happen... I believe I would really lead a better life than now... I trully do... But if you ask me do i regret running after him, i think i don't la... haha... i run after him on my own will... too bad, accident just happen... 2 more weeks to my review of PES status... If i "chao gen" abit, I think I should have minimum pes C1 or 2... But if I act "garang", I think I should have temperaly pes downgrade... Althou I do wish to go sispec or OCS, but i dun think it's possible now... if i were to have temperaily downgrade, I'll be posted elsewhere, most prob a man in a unit, practically "chiong suang" all the way, super sian 1... and if i do, my roles and responsibility of a clerk in PAC will have to change... and my senior doesn't really want that to happen since he's ORDing soon... me posting out, meaning he needs to teach a new person whatever he taught me all over again... damn sian... haha... he sian i meant...
can la... whatever i said here, isn't anything influencing me la... just some thoughts... since i have, then blog down lor... else this blog will collect more dust... haha...
B0mb3r screamed @ 1:20 AM