What if you were to die in a short period of time?
After reading ST blog, I suddenly thought the topic question... It's rather interesting to think that way, really! It tells you what you actually regret not doing in this lifetime that you want to do so badly, or what you want to do before you leave this world? I actually concentrate and think carefully. Assume that I know that I'm going to die in 1 or 2 month time, what will I do?
First that comes into my mind, was to give her a call and ask her how she is? I really really hope to know how she's doing right now... not that I dun know how she's doing but I just wanna hear from her and not check it myself... that's the least i wanna do la... but well, I'll still prefer not to tell her what happened that time, why suddenly call for a "time out". I prefer to let it be forever a secret... haha... anyway, no matter what, she will not ask, cuz it doesn't matter anymore now...
Second that comes into my mind, treat yc go somewhere nice to eat... i splendid place that just pop into my mind now... river at the bay! I think that's what it's call, if i'm not wrong... The very pretty kallang resturant... reason for the treat? thanks for the care and concern given by her lor... she's 1 person i'll never regret knowing, that's for sure...
Next, Sagitarius have this bad habit of borrowing items from friend and not return. not that they dun wanna return but they lazy to return or forget to return. So actually, I have plenty of items at home that doesn't really belong to me. One of it is the cluthes... there's a story behind the cluthes.... haha... It's borrowed from a friend name Jacky Ho... Somehow during our year 3, we had a major quarrel out of something that's actually nothing... lol... "Wu2 Zhong1 Sheng1 You3"... anyway, the spark of the quarrel is actually BGR and my mood swing... well, dun be surprise guys do have mood swing too... haha... it's not the right of woman wor... reason for the mood swing is after operation mah, then alot of "ku3" no where to vent it out ar, then accumulate inside, which cause the mood swing lor... lol...
I dun like to tell ppl what's the "me" going on inside me... i usually vent it out through cycling or play bball... so... during that period of time, can't cycle, can't bball... so everything trap inside la...
So when i return the cluthes, I just wanna apologise to him... honestly, till now I still dun think that i did wrong la... in the sense, the huge quarrel we had started out of nothing by him... so why do I wanna apologise for something I don't think I did wrong... well, it won't die to just say sorry right? anyway, i'm dying... haha... so it's ok bah... haha... it's like won't have regret la... knowing something went totally wrong when nothing's wrong... 2 good friends, buddy becomes 2 total stranger that won't even say hi to each other when we pass by each other... fyi, althou the both of us right now dun contact each other, or some class outing we attend, we do see each other but we still kept silence... and when either of us were asked what happened that time actually... how come we "fan mu chen chou"? both of us can't come out with the reason... haha... guys can actually be very "xiao qi"... that proves that guy can't forgive but do forget... haha...
Then the next oso the last that i though of... is to seriously start working and earn a sum of money... so that I can travel... travel to some nice place where carefree lifestyle can be found... or rather travelling around in a carefree lifestyle... If i have a spouse, I'll like to spend my final days with her... well, since now that i don't, I'll like to die in silence... in the sense, without ppl knowing that i'm gone... but of course, have to let my parents know about it since I can't just leave just like that right? anyway, when that really happens, I think more about it... that's about all anyway... haha
actually, I dun really have to wait till that day to come, I can actually start saving money, start returning the items i borrowed, apologise to him even though i'm not dying, and as for the treat mah... haha... i'll think about it more lah... lolx
B0mb3r screamed @ 12:14 PM