Wednesday, June 22, 2005.

What's on my mind recently

Since the maplestory is having it's server patch, haha, I make use of the time to blog ;)

Hmmmm... lately, I have lots of flashback of my past... the sad one la... haha... ehhh... kind of sad bah...

recalled my "brothers"... my secondary school's buddies... It was 10 of us... and the last being a female... haha... just like the movie shi xiong di... but well, the last "brother" was actually our elder bro's online friend... met her once only... it was a sunday, we are having our weekly basketball session... and she came... in a tube and a mini skirt -_-" haha... we did tell her we are playing bball and ask her to join us... but she's in a tube and skirt?!? haha... make all of us drool only la... :p

she's the first that we dun contact la... haha... then sad things happened after we graduate la... "brothers" starts to lost contact due to quarrels... due to work... then the 9 brothers break into groups... I was "grouped" with the elder brother la... then me and him have a major quarrel... that cut our ties... haiz... well... cut the details... but i was sad for awhile during that period of time... this relationship was gone due to his sturbborness and my silence... was kind of lame and childish since the reason behind was because of a girl quarrel with him online...and i kept silence... LAME right? he blamed me for not helping him... haha... maybe my quotes of life play apart... I dun regret for cutting the tie... coz I knew he's been using of this brothership to ask help from me... althou many times he helped me, but he'll definately ask for a pay back... haha... nvm la... it's over...

other than the "brother" incidences... the other thing that keep flashing thru my mind... "her"... well, I dunno why... but it just keep coming... well... i dunno if my six sense was true, but something tells me she's not being well recently... I'm trying to find out, but well, lost contact liao... i won't be able to find out... I only knows she "stuck" Hmmmm... I wonder what that means... but no choice... if anything gonna come, it will come eventually la...

next, is recent event that happened in red cross... althou those things are not big thing... that will have a impact... but those things... are the "fault" that i made... dun wanna mention all of them... coz it will make me sound very SILLY!!! I meant it... it will make me sound silly... just mention one will be good enough... as a VI for the unit camp, I didn't take note of the nominal role till the very last day... till we break camp... Lawrence Sir ask me to get a copy of the nominal role for the hike.. then it strikes me... I didn't pay attention to the nominal role at ALL!!! I dunno who have asthma... who have food allergy... I dunno at all... GOSH!

basically, these are the 3 things that is bothering me lately... haha... even now... haha...

B0mb3r screamed @ 8:44 PM