WRCD
alright... since quite awhile i last blog...
WRCD preparation as the logistic! KAO! dun like our boss at all sia! chiu weng of the west destrict DDO... hehe... know why? I dun really know him at all la, when i help ky with the logistic stuff around... but thursday night, KY msn me to tell me that our boss, chiu weng, wants the logistic to be down in hq in the morning... and he kind of ORDER me to SKIP UNIT TRAINING!!! becoz sociality event is much more important than school level event... WHAT THE HELL LOR!!!
firstly, in my mind, it's obvious that MJRC is much much more important than SRCS... I join VIP not becoz I want to, but I'm force to... becoz MJRC is in the risk of closing down since there is no VI... therefore, I volunteer to join VI officially to counter and avoid the downfall of MJRC... it's me that had motivated shu ting to join VIP... then shu ting motivate the rest, Jin Ying, Ren Jie, Weng Fu(he quitted b4 camp anyway), Huiru... but of course la, now it's shu ting that had motivate me to stay on...
not that I want to quit VI, but she's the reason why I'm still with MJRC... coz althou I'm passinated, but I'm just too use to slacking... therefore, I dun really work on things... but seeing Shuting, some1 that was pulled into VIP by me, working hard to improve the unit... I'm somehow motivated, coz I know I'm not alone, I can't just stop working, and let her be alone...
anyway, that only explain why I join VI... back to why I hate chiu weng! simple! he wants to force me to SKIP UNIT TRAINING, to go HQ help him in the logistic... it's just totally out of question! OBVIOUSLY! he doesn't respect me at all, ordering me to do something I won't do for that reason(going HQ to help him)... no only that, after I explain to him that I'm rather firm that I'm not going to skip unit training... and he continue by questioning me who's VI with me? who is the IC over there kind of stuff... it sounds to me, even if he needs to call up the YO, he die die oso wants me down in HQ...
here's the fun part, throu MSN explaning to him, I type out "who the hell you think you are?" and almost hit enter! lol... I didn't coz more or less he is a DDO, I can't disrepect him to that extend... but my hate for him is deep enough to really start a quarrel with him... and start using the F word...
anyway, we come to a compromise decision that i'll be on standby... meaning, if only there's an urgent need, he will call me to ask me to rush down to hq... but i still told him the earliest was 5pm... which is the usual training was about to over... the rest of the stuff can pass to the others to help me complete it... oh... btw, this friday, I'm the DI... hehe... I'm not a good DI... I kind of mess things up alittle... okok! it's not little, i find things very very messy... althou the training run smoothly, but alot of small small problem arise...
like the VIs in-charge are late... Ms Ong, the YO, is not in sch and no1 can draw the classrooms key from GO... Mr Ong, the person Ms Ong want me to collect the classroom key from, went to mosq... coz it's friday... then, the schedule drag coz of those... and time shift... things start rather late... and end late too... then during admin time, I got to collect the money for badges, do the nominate rolls for camp, collect the forms for dunno what service, collect the FA kit from GO for replenish... wah lao, I was told DI dun really have much to do 1... but how come I seems to have a hell lots of work to do sia... then, dunno is my fault or not, lawrence sir abit bad mood at the end of the training, althou he didn't scold me or lecturer me... althou he didn't show me face, somehow I felt I'm the cause of his black face la... coz things get abit too messy... In fact, during sing-along session which I conducted (not suppose to be me anyway), I can't motivate everyone to sing-along... then the mood is rather down lor...
anyway, it's over... I have much to learn and to recover...
ok, back to WRCD, throu the event, chiu weng sir gives me a much friendly feeling... coz he's not as forceful as he sound in the first place... althou he is a west DDO, it's obviously he's taking alot of orders from the other management... not only that, he can't really delicate orders clearly... he knows how to delicate things down... but not very clearly sometimes... not really blur, but... in a not very "zhai" way bah... not confident enough...
throughout the event, I believe we earned each others respect slowly bah... haha... why i said so... at a point of time, he come and ask me, "in your point of view, do you think we should (whatever)" I explained to him what I think, and he said ok... then we'll do it... haha... feel SONG! haha... made a decision for him, and dun have to be responsible for that decision, since he's my boss... lolx... another SONG thing is... maybe I just happen to pass by him... he told me, "hey weiliang, me and shu hui have to go back to hq, coz evelyn mdm wants us to go back hq to do the unloading... so from now on, you guys take order from evelyn mdm, can? if evelyn mdm dismiss you guys from here, no problem, just go home... you guys take care of the things here... pass do the messenge to the rest" althou it's only something like that, but the way he speaks sound like, ok... I'm not around after this, can you take care of the rest of the log ppl and take care of the stuff here? hehe... it feels good to be trusted in such a short time... =p
haha... a couple of things, when both chiu weng and shi hui are lost, coz they can't find the missing items/logistic... I'm able to help them by locating them... and bring it to them... feels good when you save the day.. haha... that's the kind of hero feeling i'm looking for... when every1 is lost and worry, you calmly solve the things... and the word of thank you comes in which sound so sincere... lolx
okok... after WRCD, we have to do lots and lots of unloading and packing... and returning... alright, I'm not really involve coz I only help out with cleaning the groundsheets... haha...
there there, i come to an conclusion.. that I'm not a leader, but i'm more of a capable follower... yup, a leader is oso a follower... yup, I believe i'm a follower with some leadership quality... but after all these years, being the president of the study club, I notice I can't run events... not that i can't foresee and do planning, but I'm short of the correct executing the things on time and correctly, and short of delicating job correctly when i have too much ppl waiting for different instructions from me at the same time... when things come to a responsibilitys, it also somehow slow down my decision... can say dun have the guts to make decisions...
explanation for capable follower, give me the necessary instructions, I can execute it correctly for you...
after everything, me, YC, KY, alfian and chiu weng went swenson to have dessert... and the arrow goes to YC!!! Haha... seems like both the sirs are up to something... but... hehe... dun have 100% confidence to guess the things, i dun bother to guess... haha... anyway, it's not really my business... and we shouldn't take it seriously... coz most likely nothing will happen, the most some scandels lor...lol
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