About her
in fact, I do know about her alot... I'm beside her since her 2nd relationship... her 2nd relationship was a total failure... the guy bastard her and went back to his ex-gf... 3rd relationship was almost right after the 2nd... he's a chef... they got together when she can't forget about him... in a month time, it ended... coz she said she can't be with a guy when her heart is with another guy...
a month later, the 4th guy was someone she knows from her church... rather sad i guess... the guy 2 timed her... the 5th one was a guy that kind of throw himself to her... she doesn't really want that relationship, coz she knows it won't work out... but the guy just wanna give it a try... so they ended up together... but... she didn't handle the situation well when they silence break up... she didn't really announce to the guy that she wants a break up, and just ended up with another guy... which is the 6th one la... the 6th one, I know him personally... as in get to know him throu her of course... lolx... but that guy, haha... rather useless la... darren, yw and me agree on it... he dunno how to take care of gf, just know how to green eye all day... lolx... anyway, from what i see, he's a dangerous guy... always up to something no good...
I'm the 7th one... so... meaning the 6th one i know alot of how they break up... hehe... dun be surprise... I'm the 3rd party of the 6th relationship... I'm a bastard myself... haha... can't help it :p...
ok... when she's in her 3rd relationship, I oredi developed a feeling for her... just that i keep telling myself, hey... she's like a younger sister to me... but i know there's something more from just a sister... but whatever, sister la!!! haha... and lifes goes on... anyway, soon after that i'm in hospital oredi... so i didn't think much after that...
ok... the 6th relationship, the both of them often quarrel... coz the guy is jealous... jealous of this... jealous of that... minor minor things oso can jealous... then her "best" friend told her that this guy is dangerous... from what i heard from both of them, i agreed that he's dangerous... he's those typical guy that will definately play politics 1... professional player/ international player!!! haha LAME!!! ehhh... to cut things simple la... she lost feeling for him... coz she knows she has more feelings for me... I oso bay zhi dong... I know she has feelings for me, but I didn't siam her (siam for what lor, still friends?!?) althou I restrict myself from being too close with her, keep encourage her to persist on her relationship... but ended up the guy bay tah han, and ask for a break up... YUP! that's when I got into the picture la... lolx
then during my period, ok... to summuarise... we didn't stead... coz I nv ask her to be my gf... kind of being my gf but I nv gave her the frame... (some reasons behind la) (bastard again)... But during this period of time, believe it or not... haha... she stead with another guy! but this 1 is she agree to be someone's gf, but they nv even date or go out once... so, around 2 / 3 weeks broke up... haha... it happens when I'm still with her... hehe... guess what? I understand how she feels and why she did that... so... I dun blame her at all... SILLY is the word to describe myself... after that, it's the 3rd party situation again... and the 3rd party is the bastard i mention... and her 8th relationship...
since that bastard is my friend, I opened up the situation to him, and he told me right in my face he got no feelings for her... and definately will not fall in love with her... but in the end, he lied... he do have feelings for her... to keep himself thinking too much, he stead with a ger in poly... just to replace the feeling for her... BASTARD! he broke up with this ger after i'm out of the picture, because my "ex" mention to him that she might fall in love with him...
ok... back... the 3rd party situation tangle around us for nearly 1 month... and somethings happened, and we split up... yup... that's quite a summary... lolx
out of all the relationship, guess what... the 3rd, friends of the 5th, 6th, the person that pop in during my time, and the 8th and my friends... scolded her a bitch... haha... 5 groups of them... hmmm... but up till now, I dun think she is...
haha... am I silly? or do I understand her to the extend that I know she's not... she's just confuse... lolx...
YC: I told you my observant was learnt half a year ago... yup... i learnt and practise during that relationship... I'm so observant and so understand of her to the extend... even she kept quiet, I know what she's thinking about... even she haiz... I can guess what's troubling her... even she said "nothing"... I know somethings not right... she's a literture student... so many times, I have to read between the lines... so, that's when I study how to read between lines and know how to judge a person feelings and thoughts...
as for being a good listener, I used to have a best friend... that often tells me he's bad going recently... most of the time he's doing the talking, i'll be doing the listening and advising... so... that's when I learnt to be a good listener...
just curious... for those that have access to this blog, what to you think of her... from only my side of the story?
B0mb3r screamed @ 12:22 PM