Favorites Number: 8 Colors: blue, white Foods Nian Gao, Pizza Hawaii, Drinks: Soya Bean [those in market] Ice-Cream: Chocolate Chip Biscuit: Seaweed Peanut Sweets: Soft Candles, prefer Chocolates! Fast Food: Long John Silver Animal: Dog [Jack Russell] Place: Esplanade, East Coast Park,
Changi Park Song: Ai Ni Bu Shi Liang Shan Tian,
Eyes On Me,
B.A.D - Wo De Chuo,
The Reason Show: Qian Li You Hun
Hate: Foods Vegetable, Grape(pu tao)
People Backstabbers!
Liars!
Description: I'm a man that speaks with Integrity. Once I promise
anyone anything, I'll really mean it and I'll do it no matter what happened. A
Person with lots of passion. I'm a Sagittarius, that means I love traveling!
My Quote: Never do anything that you will regret! Leave no regret in life!
Fav Qoute: Bonds are really created when people are suffering together!
Love Qoute: Letting go is also a form of showing your love to someone
- Final Fantasy Collections (unlimited)
*Online Final Fantasy
Goals In Life
It's weird indeed. That I'll like to set my goal in life all of a sudden. Maybe
it's the influence of my friends, that life is required to be planned ahead. I use
to believe that life have too many uncertainty as one would just die any day. I also believe
that things and people around you changes everyday, so as your goal in life. Therefore,
I never consisted thinking too far ahead. But, after further thinking, why not just
assume that life have no tripping stones, and plan ahead! I'll not lost anything
anyway...
19 - 20 Complete My Studies In Poly
20 - 22 Complete My NS
22 - 25 Further Education
Join Basketball Club
25 - 30 Work
30 Getting Married
31 Travel Around The World
32 - 35 Starts A Business
<<40 Father of 2
<<65 Emigrate To Australia/New Zealand
I think I have think way too ahead. That's not my style, but it won't hurt just by thinking, right?
Last Update: 23/08/2005
Dreams
* Travel Around The World
* Become A Splendid Basketball Player [Point Guard / Center Guard]
* Have Wings like An Angel
* Sky Diving
Thursday, October 07, 2004.
I wonder how come I can still smile...
I wonder how come I can still smile when I read Vanessa's blog... Read her tag... Those days when she can smile cheerfully... those days she gave me the shy look... I really miss that side of Vanessa... Ever since she's with me, she had been suffering all kind of problems... I tends to wonder now... Am I the right person for her?
Maybe I'm her Jinx, ever since me and her is on courtship, she has been facing all kind of problems... Back problem, Family problems, Relationship problems, Friendship problem, Study oso a problem I guess... within 2 months, she faces so many problems... I didn't bring her any happiness, only sadness... The more things that happened, the more I think I'm her Jinx...
If ever we really got together, it could means either she dies or I die... I know, things might not be that serious... but the fact is she is facing alot of problem ever since I trys to get close to her... Can't deny the fact! Maybe... just maybe... If I trys to distance from her, her good luck might come back to her? Her back recovers? No more quarrels with her mum? Someone better came to her rescue, her real guardian angel? Her real guardian angel is smart enough, to guide her studys? I'm just a devil, trying to be her guardian angel...
I can't denied that I really love her, and I really treated her nicer than anyone, nicer to myself even... But, if with my presense, even with my care, she's going to suffer so much... I rather I left her forever, I rather I kanna bang my a car... and at least, she will always remember me as someone that had treated her so nice, being so sweet to her... She will always remember me in the heart...
I finally understand the meaning of To Love Someone Is Not To Process Her, But To Willing To Let Her Go! I dun dare to publish this blog entries... coz she will think too much, and got the wrong idea of this blog... For Now, I'll still stick by her side... If... only If... After this incident, another big incident happened... I'll still stick with her through that incident... After the big incident calm down, she's normal again... Then I'll tell her, and distance her... for her own good... God Bless! Please dun let anymore sad issue happen to her liao, if this year, I'm meant to be bad luck... please! let me suffer alone... dun bring her down with my suffering... She's just an ordinary girl... that need someone to care, to hug, to cherish her... Please! Even if I'm dead, please! God! Send her another guardian angel... send her the best guardian angel... Impressed, I have tears in my eyes...
At anyone time, there can't be two weaken soul! Either of us have to stand strong! She's down now, I'll have to be strong... Even if I break down, I'll have to be there for her till the very last minute!
