Favorites Number: 8 Colors: blue, white Foods Nian Gao, Pizza Hawaii, Drinks: Soya Bean [those in market] Ice-Cream: Chocolate Chip Biscuit: Seaweed Peanut Sweets: Soft Candles, prefer Chocolates! Fast Food: Long John Silver Animal: Dog [Jack Russell] Place: Esplanade, East Coast Park,
Changi Park Song: Ai Ni Bu Shi Liang Shan Tian,
Eyes On Me,
B.A.D - Wo De Chuo,
The Reason Show: Qian Li You Hun
Hate: Foods Vegetable, Grape(pu tao)
People Backstabbers!
Liars!
Description: I'm a man that speaks with Integrity. Once I promise
anyone anything, I'll really mean it and I'll do it no matter what happened. A
Person with lots of passion. I'm a Sagittarius, that means I love traveling!
My Quote: Never do anything that you will regret! Leave no regret in life!
Fav Qoute: Bonds are really created when people are suffering together!
Love Qoute: Letting go is also a form of showing your love to someone
- Final Fantasy Collections (unlimited)
*Online Final Fantasy
Goals In Life
It's weird indeed. That I'll like to set my goal in life all of a sudden. Maybe
it's the influence of my friends, that life is required to be planned ahead. I use
to believe that life have too many uncertainty as one would just die any day. I also believe
that things and people around you changes everyday, so as your goal in life. Therefore,
I never consisted thinking too far ahead. But, after further thinking, why not just
assume that life have no tripping stones, and plan ahead! I'll not lost anything
anyway...
19 - 20 Complete My Studies In Poly
20 - 22 Complete My NS
22 - 25 Further Education
Join Basketball Club
25 - 30 Work
30 Getting Married
31 Travel Around The World
32 - 35 Starts A Business
<<40 Father of 2
<<65 Emigrate To Australia/New Zealand
I think I have think way too ahead. That's not my style, but it won't hurt just by thinking, right?
Last Update: 23/08/2005
Dreams
* Travel Around The World
* Become A Splendid Basketball Player [Point Guard / Center Guard]
* Have Wings like An Angel
* Sky Diving
Thursday, October 07, 2004.
Coldness getting onto me...
Honestly, vanessa is not putting a extreme cold front with me... but she said she is... I dun understand why she always like that... as in, say things she dun really mean it...
If I really take everythings she said into heart, my heart would have been frozen a long time ago... If I really take her words, maybe "I truly dun care anyone anymore" into heart, that impliments she dun care about me anymore... but that's what she said, that's not what she does...
"I dun care what I'm going to lost" If she dun care what she's going to lost, then will it be ok for me to say, "then you just lose me" to her? I know she will feel upset immediately... If she won't, then not that she lost me, but I lost her...
Honestly, the coldness caught me last time... and it had yet totally recover... Just that, she change her attitude just in time before I really totally give up... Althou she change her attitude, I'm already inflicted by the coldness more or less...
I can guarantee, if within days she cold again, I definately going to break down... luckily, only till now she coldness started and going on and off... but... does she knows I'm tired oso... When I told her, she doesn't really suit me... she almost went into the coldness... Making her into coldness is not what i want, I just wish to change her... change her attitude of faced with a problem she can't solve, and turned into coldness... aiya... I oso dun understand what I'm trying to say ar... I love her, yet I scared of facing her coldness... I scared she's going to leave me, yet I dun wish to be always the 1 to face her coldness whenever she feels like being cold... She's right, I need care too... Everytime I need a listening ear, she's just not the one... Even if I made her the one, at the end of the day, my problemed issue will affect her, and ended up me trying to comfort her again... hai~~
I hate getting into a relationship... thinking she's mature enough... yet... she could be childish... hai~~~ I HATE MYSELF!!! HATE MYSELF TO HAVE FALL IN LOVE... FALL IN LOVE SO DEEPLY!!! SO DEEP THAT I DOUBT I CAN CLIMB OUT...
