Favorites Number: 8 Colors: blue, white Foods Nian Gao, Pizza Hawaii, Drinks: Soya Bean [those in market] Ice-Cream: Chocolate Chip Biscuit: Seaweed Peanut Sweets: Soft Candles, prefer Chocolates! Fast Food: Long John Silver Animal: Dog [Jack Russell] Place: Esplanade, East Coast Park,
Changi Park Song: Ai Ni Bu Shi Liang Shan Tian,
Eyes On Me,
B.A.D - Wo De Chuo,
The Reason Show: Qian Li You Hun
Hate: Foods Vegetable, Grape(pu tao)
People Backstabbers!
Liars!
Description: I'm a man that speaks with Integrity. Once I promise
anyone anything, I'll really mean it and I'll do it no matter what happened. A
Person with lots of passion. I'm a Sagittarius, that means I love traveling!
My Quote: Never do anything that you will regret! Leave no regret in life!
Fav Qoute: Bonds are really created when people are suffering together!
Love Qoute: Letting go is also a form of showing your love to someone
- Final Fantasy Collections (unlimited)
*Online Final Fantasy
Goals In Life
It's weird indeed. That I'll like to set my goal in life all of a sudden. Maybe
it's the influence of my friends, that life is required to be planned ahead. I use
to believe that life have too many uncertainty as one would just die any day. I also believe
that things and people around you changes everyday, so as your goal in life. Therefore,
I never consisted thinking too far ahead. But, after further thinking, why not just
assume that life have no tripping stones, and plan ahead! I'll not lost anything
anyway...
19 - 20 Complete My Studies In Poly
20 - 22 Complete My NS
22 - 25 Further Education
Join Basketball Club
25 - 30 Work
30 Getting Married
31 Travel Around The World
32 - 35 Starts A Business
<<40 Father of 2
<<65 Emigrate To Australia/New Zealand
I think I have think way too ahead. That's not my style, but it won't hurt just by thinking, right?
Last Update: 23/08/2005
Dreams
* Travel Around The World
* Become A Splendid Basketball Player [Point Guard / Center Guard]
* Have Wings like An Angel
* Sky Diving
Tuesday, July 13, 2004.
Morale Boost
Today, a quite wonderful thing happens to me. My neighbour SIP group, one of the student, Nicholas, said something nice to me. He said he respect me. I was like huh? you respect me? In what way sia? He said he respect me due to the fact that I had not gave up hope. In the sense that I have the courage to face the fact that I've broke my leg yet went throu the Orientation and took up my SIP. Not many have the courage to face it and gave up hopes not to talk about continue SIP. I was extreme happy deep inside when I heard those words. Though we didn't start a conversation after that, but I'm really glad that he said those words. It kind of motivates me all over.
Nicholas is really a great friend. I didn't really know him too well when we are in a class due to the fact I always stick with Yan Na, a china girl, in the past. But when he heard about the fund raising for me after my incident in East Coast Park, he donated $50 which is alot as a student. Furthermore, I didn't know him very well. I really have a great impression of him which I seldom does.
History Repeating
As the title has said, history is repeating. I'm having this bad feeling towards my SIP mate again. In fact, it's the couple only. We use to be standing in a line. As in, we work together, joke together, play around together. But after they got together, I'm being left out. Not only in the sense when we are SIPing only, when we come to discussion or voting time. He seems to side with her all the times. That somehows make things seems like they are always right while I'm always at the wrong.
There's a period of time that both of them are quarrelling and having a cold war. That's when he starts to feel my present. I'm no longer left alone. But sad to say, after they reunite, I'm being left alone once again. Just take the incident that happens yesterday and today.
During the discussion yesterday morning, after they reunite, I seems to be an extra person that is trying to hold the discussion. AIYA! forget about the details lah... type and type over and over again... just can't put them into words... way too long... In simple, he thinks that I'm just someone extra. The look he gave me, the way he speaks.
Today, I'm being left alone in the allocated area the whole day. Althou the 3 of them have to go workshop, i should understand. But it's just way too different from a week ago. I felt I've join my neighbours group since they are with me the whole day, solving my software problem while I help them out. They seems more like my project group mate.
During today's ATOMIC meeting, I said something against her [stop the event "transparency washing"]. The minute he starts giving me the face change and attitude change. I dun wanna go into details anymore. Getting more emotional if I carry on...
They are my SIP mate, can't do without them... yet they are my source of my sadness
